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The Woes of a Working Girl

Seeing as it's the summer, and I'm a teenager, what better way to spend my time than by getting a job! **she said sarcastically.** Initially, I was kind of into it, especially at the prospect of being paid. But unfortunately, I started working two different jobs working for each of my parents. And each job was a temp job, basically shuffling, filing, and destapling papers. I'm pretty much finished with all there is to do at my mom's office, but there is a CRAP TON of papers to take staples out of at my dad's office. It's a job that pays well, but I can't help resenting it, because it's long hours filled with monotonous, static scenery, and no one my own age, (obviously, because I'm the only teen stupid enough to take not one, but TWO office jobs for a summer job.) This post isn't much more than a rant, of sorts, but I just had to get that out there. Maybe tomorrow or sometime this week I'll post something actually worth reading. ;) 

P.S. - Don't think I didn't at least TRY to get another job; I applied to Banana Republic, like, a month ago tomorrow, and they haven't gotten back to me. My friend works there, and he told me they take three to four weeks to reply to applicants, but I have a very strong feeling that I won't be getting that job. :(

YouTube Generation

Clearly, YouTube has become the new TV. And I'm not complaining. It's great to see people of all ages get their content out into the world without the necessary platform of celebrity that TV and movie stars need. And after so many hours spent in front of the computer screen, I've decided to make my own channel. I haven't gotten all the details sorted out yet, but I'll definitely keep you posted on the progress. ;) 

Products I Swear By

Recently, I received a CK One eyeshadow palette as a gift, and I absolutely adored it. It also got me thinking about all the other products that I love, and how much I would love to share that adoration with others. ;) Hence, this article. (I'll try to provide a link for all the products I mention.) (You're welcome.) :)

Eye Products
Eye makeup, and other "eye" products, are among the most-used products within my ever-growing collection of makeup and skincare products.

• For mascara, I change it up nearly every time I buy a new tube, but so far, I'm really liking Neutrogena's Healthy Lengths mascara in Black #02.  The mascara itself isn't flaky, nor does it clump. It looks and feels very natural on the lashes, which I like. It doesn't provide as much flare as another favorite of mine, CoverGirl LashBlast Volume mascara in Very Black, but for some reason Neutrogena's line just feels less chemical. 
• Eyeliner is a staple in my makeup routine. If I wear absolutely no other makeup, I will still wear eyeliner. Blame the Egyptian in me. ;) I'm a big fan of Revlon ColorStay eyeliner in Black, because it's a creamy, wind-up pencil type of eyeliner, which is the only kind of eyeliner I use. I don't particularly like pencil/kohl eyeliner, because I suck at sharpening them, but I have to say, I really like Almay Intense i-color Defining Liner in Charcoal. Because it's a dark greyish color with tiny sparkles, I would put on the Revlon liner, and then smudge the Almay liner underneath, and it gave a very cool smoky effect, which I loved. 
• Like I said, I recently received a Calvin Klein eyeshadow palette as a gift, and I have to reiterate, I adore it. It's the CK One Color Powder Eyeshadow Quad in Boho #700. It's more along the neutral side, but with pizazz. It has a sparkly gold quad, a shimmery mocha quad, a matte taupe quad, and a highlighting beige quad. The powder itself goes on smoothly, the colors are easy to dress up or dress down, and you can just tell you'll be addicted to it soon enough. And I didn't even wear eyeshadow before I tried this! 
• And now for eye makeup removal! My favorite thing to use when taking off my makeup is Neutrogena's Makeup Removing Towlettes. I only use wipes to take off my makeup, so I want them to do a good job. I've tried many different lines of makeup wipes to compare them to Neutrogena, just to see if someone else can make something better, and I can say with conviction that nothing else quite measures up. 

Lip Products

Lip products are by far some of the most fun products to shop for. There's nothing like a brand new lip balm or fresh lipstick. I will make up scenarios as to when I'll wear a new lip product, just to convince myself that it's worth the buy. ;)

• I adore Clinique Chubby Sticks, but they are just so darn expensive for such a little lip balm. Thank God the whole lip crayon craze caught on, and drug store brands have come up with great alternatives. One in particular that I think I like better than Clinique is Revlon's Just Bitten Kissable Lip Balm Stain, especially in the color Adore #055. The balm has a minty flavor and a stain like quality, meaning my lips are still colored even when the balm has sunk into my skin. Je l'adore!
• One of the best chapstick/lip balms I've ever used was Nivea's A Kiss of Smoothness Hydrating Lip Care. It feels so smooth on application and leaves my lips feeling so soft, especially if I've just exfoliated them. 

Skin Care
I am kind of obsessed with skin care products, like lotions, cleansers, and moisturizers. Even if I have a full bottle of lotion or a never-before-used cleanser, if I find something that looks better, it takes a lot of self control not to purchase it. ;)

• I've always loved St. Ives Body Lotion because it feels great on my skin, it smells amazing, and the brand doesn't test on animals, which is important to me. But I have to say, Vaseline Body Lotion leaves my skin feeling softer and smoother, for longer. I especially love it in the winter when I shave my legs, lather on the Vaseline lotion, and put on pants. When I get home at the end of the day and change, my legs feel angelically soft. Gotta love it! Plus, the chamomile scented lotion is super refreshing.
• As for facial moisturizer, I use and love Aveeno's Positively Radiant Daily Moisturizer. I use it after every shower, and it leaves my face soft and smooth and feeling healthy. It also last forever, because you only need a dime-sized dollop for your entire face and neck. 
• I change facial washes every time I buy a new cleanser, but the current cleanser that I really enjoy is Clean & Clear's Deep Action Exfoliating Scrub. I prefer scrubs as opposed to regular cleansers because I like the exfoliating action and I feel like it does more for my skin that just a regular creamy cleanser. This scrub in particular is great because it has a cooling sensation, which feels awesome. My only problem is that sometimes the little exfoliating beads don't rinse off of my face completely, so I have to wipe them off with a towel after I get out of the shower. 

Fragrance
Ever since I was a little girl, I've loved perfumes. I love the pretty bottles, the way a certain scent is associated with a specific event or period in time, and how glamorous it looks and feels to spritz on a signature scent.

• One of my all-time favorite scents is Burberry Brit. I wore it all year my freshmen year of high school, and I adore it. It's got this musky undertone to an otherwise sugary scent that is just fantastic, and I am so sad that I ran out. I definitely plan to buy more, soon. 
• Another scent I love is Coach Poppy. I smelled a sample of it once in Teen Vogue, and I've been in love with it ever since. It's fruity and sweet and young and it makes me so happy. :) 
• One of the other scents I like, I like because I associate it with my mother. It's Dolce & Gabbana's Light Blue. It's one of her favorite scents, and whenever I smell it, I think of her, which is comforting. :) 
• On a side note, I'm not generally a big celebrity-fragrance fan, but I don't mind Taylor Swift's scent, Wonderstruck. I also kind of want to try out One Direction's new fragrance, Our Moment, as ridiculous as the bottle looks. ;P

Hair Products
Being a girl of the curly-haired variety, I've tried many a hair product in my day. My hair isn't textured, so I guess by some definitions, I have wavy hair, but in actuality it's just soft curly hair. Which is fine by me, because then I can straighten it pretty well, or keep it curly and it looks pretty either way. Not to toot my own horn or anything. ;P

• As for salon-brand products, I really like Moroccan Oil's Curl Defining Mousse. It's very light, because it's a foam, and it smells great. It leaves my curls feeling soft and touchable, but defined and bouncy, too. 
• For drugstore-brand curl products, I adore Pantene's No Crunch Curl Whip. It literally looks like I'm putting scented whip cream in my hair, but it works fantastically. It's a little creamier than Moroccan Oil, so I try not to put too much in, but it makes my hair feel super soft and bouncy. Plus, it's about $17 cheaper than Moroccan Oil, which you can only get at salons. I can get Pantene at any drug store or grocery store. ;) 
• When I'm in the mood to straighten my hair, I make sure to use good-quality, heat protecting products in my hair before I style it. After I brush out my dry hair and spray on a few spritzes of water and heat protectant, I apply Pantene's Anti-Frizz Straightening Creme for curly hair. It moisturizes my hair and keeps my hair feeling smooth and clean after I finish straightening it. 
• After I straighten my hair, I like to apply Redken Glass 01 Smoothing Serum. Just a tiny amount goes a long way, and it makes my hair crazy shiny. Love!
• Every girl needs a good hairspray, and my personal weapon of choice is Herbal Essences' Body Envy Volumizing Hairspray in Sunset Citrus fragrance. It doesn't smell chemical at all, and it keeps my hair in place without making it stiff. Max Hold works wonders! :)  

Nails

As stated in a previous post, I absolutely adore nail art, and I find painting my nails to be very therapeutic. Because of that, I've tried a lot of different nail polishes and stickers and treatments, some of which I like and some I don't.

• Generally, I love the Essie brand of nail polish, and there are a few colors that I adore. I recently bought the most adorable lavender-meets-cornflower-blue color, called Bikini So Teeny, that looks so precious on my nails. It's so light, it has the same effect as white nail polish when paired with tan skin, but it still has that blueish hue. Gorgeous. :) 
• This past year, I've gotten really into metallic polishes, and my personal favorite is Revlon's Gold Coin #925. It's the perfect shade of gold, not too yellowish, not too silver. I love to use it as an accent nail color, because it pairs beautifully with nearly all my other colors. 
• I think I have an affinity for blue polishes, because I'm constantly drawn to them and have about 7 bottles of different shades of blue. One of my favorites was a gift from a friend two Christmases ago, You're S-Teal the One from Nicole by O.P.I. It's a teal-ish shade of blue with purple undertones. I love it plain, but I also love to pair it with sparkly topcoats.
• Speaking of sparkly topcoats, my all-time favorite sparkly topcoat that I've found so far is Sally Hansen's Complete Salon Manicure in Copper Penny #100. There was no way I could NOT buy this beautiful copper polish. I don't actually think it's supposed to be a topcoat, but it looks good anyway!

For more beauty recommendations and tips, YouTube is always a great resource. My personal favorite beauty and style gurus are Zoella280390, Tanya Burr, and MissGlamorazzi. Zoe and Tanya are British and wonderfully adorable, with awesome makeup and style tips to boot. MissGlamorazzi, otherwise known as Ingrid Nilson, is so cute! She's American, and her videos are so girly and fun, just like her. I love all three of them, especially because I get a lot of beauty and fashion ideas from them. :) 

In Defense of T. Swizzle

So, as many of you know, Miss Taylor Swift has come a long way since her "Picture to Burn" days, but at the same time, not much has changed in reference to her fantastical romantic notions. She's known for nearly always placing the blame on the boy in a relationship gone wrong, and has many people criticizing her for not realizing the common denominator in all her relationships. But then again, not all of her songs are about breakup. Some of them are about new romance, new love, or a relationship that actually worked, in the case of "Mine."

So, why am I writing this, you're probably asking. It's because I want to make an attempt to defend Taylor, as a fellow girl. A lot of her songs include overly-romanticized ideals about relationships between two people, how the man should always be chivalrous and sweet, otherwise he's a monster. There's even a Twitter account under the tag @feministtswift which changes certain Swift lyrics to be more, well, feminist. I don't necessarily disagree with this Twitter account, because it makes me realize that in a lot of her songs, Taylor expects to be treated as something other than equal to a man, though not in a bad way. She is expressing her want for a fairy-tale romance, which is just not rational. But at the same time we have to realize, for Taylor, her songs are like her diary, and she's letting us read it. We have no right to criticize someone's fantasies, however screwed they may be. She's simply expressing how she wishes things were. I don't believe she is completely delusional to how men really act, as exemplified in the sheer amount of guys she's rumored to have dated, which should be evidence enough.

 It's not wrong for a woman to want to be treated right by a man, or even wish that he put in a little effort to be more romantic and Ryan Gosling-like. What's wrong is to not admit that maybe you, as the female, could put in more effort to appeal to your partner. It's wrong to expect that he give up everything that makes him happy to go out and do whatever you want to make you happy. A relationship has to be a two way street with give and take on both sides for it to work, and I think most people's problem with Taylor Swift and her songs is that she nearly always portrays herself as either the victim or the doted-upon princess. Don't get me wrong, I do like her as an artist, but I see where she's kind of missing the mark, so to speak. Sure, there are songs in which she admits to being at fault, such as "Back to December," but most people remember her for "I Knew You Were Trouble" and "We Are Never, Ever Getting Back Together," which are kind of self-indicting in this case. Overall, I think Taylor Swift is majorly successful because she appeals to the wannabe-princess-slash-Rachel-McAdams in all of us girls out there, but she can definitely improve by writing songs in which blame is placed on those who truly deserve it. I think this will come with age though, because look at this way - at least she's not still writing about being Juliet Capulet.

P.S. - Keep in mind, if we're going to criticize Taylor Swift for portraying herself as somewhat of a princess, why can't we criticize male musicians who portray women as prostitutional low-lifes who were made only to provide sexual pleasure to men? Because I mean, really, they're both distorted portrayals of women, but we only seem to focus on the extreme presented by a girl. Which makes everything you argue complete hypocrisy. Just remember that. ;)

UPDATE: I recently saw an article in the Huffington Post stating that the Westboro Baptist Church is now calling Swift a "whore." For whatever reason they are claiming, this is not ok. It's people like this that create chaos, promote injustice and inequality, and allow hatred to spread. Not ok. 

"That's So Heterosexual!"

I've realized that the majority of the words we use on an everyday basis have become so screwed up. We use terms referring to mental illnesses or handicaps, like "psychopath" and "retard" and things like "I'm totally raping you right now," and even "That's so gay," and it's all become so normal and practically okay. But the thing is, by using these slurs in every day conversation, we're promoting the dismissal of these types of people as less than human, like they aren't good enough to even be referred to as just as human as the rest of us. We are using these words as labels for things we don't like, for things we find derogatory or not normal. What we forget to realize when we use these words are that they aren't supposed to mean the things we are using them for. "Gay" shouldn't mean cowardly or bad, "retarded" shouldn't mean stupid, and using the term "rape" to talk about being victorious over someone else is just on another level of wrong. It's hard to understand how these terms might be offensive if you're not gay, not mentally handicapped, and have never been raped. I, myself, do not fall under any of these categories, and I risk sounding ignorant by saying these things. But I feel that it should stem from basic human compassion to realize that these adjectives shouldn't be used for anything other than what they were intended for. To further prove my point, check out this short film I found a while ago on Tumblr, in which the homosexual/heterosexual situations are reversed. 

Update

Sorry for the lack of posts within this past week, I was away on vacation. But you don't want to hear about that, you're more interested in the update I have for you! ;) Recently, I approached Huffington Post Teen with an inquiry about blogging for them, because they had posted on Twitter that they were accepting new bloggers. I couldn't just pass up an opportunity like that! Never fear, though, I will continue to post on this blog in addition to contributing to Huffington Post Teen. I think it could be the beginning of a beautiful endeavor. :)

The Tiniest of Canvases

As a girl, there are certain things that bring me joy that boys just don't understand. One of these things is nail art. I'm not speaking for all girls, because I know many who don't like to paint their nails. But as for me, I love it. I don't consider myself an artist, but if I do say so myself, I can come up with some pretty good combinations and designs when it comes to nails. I don't know what it is, but I love discovering color combinations that are flattering or interesting, and trying new things, like pasting newspaper print on top of pale pink polish. It's an outlet for creativity and a form of self-expression that's both fun and aesthetically pleasing. I can't tell you how much time I spend ogling the shelves of nail polish at local drugstores and supermarkets. Don't even get me started on Sephora's collection...

  

They're like the Vinyls of the 90's

Recently, I posted a picture on Instagram of the cover of the new Paramore album, "Paramore," with the caption "I still buy CDs because I'm paranoid that iTunes will crash one day and I'll lose all my music." And it's true. I like the physicality of a CD and the insurance it brings. Plus, back in the day, I had a pretty impressive CD collection, and some habits die hard. I started out only buying CDs in which I liked the artist and wanted the whole album. That's still the case, but I'm beginning to branch out and change my conditions for purchasing CDs. If I like the majority of the songs on the album, and wish to buy it, I'll buy the physical copy. Also, somewhere in the back of my mind is the want to show my future kids my music collection, the same way my parents so proudly present to me their records from high school. You just can't get that kind of sentimentality with a $1.29 digital copy of a song. 

Monsters and Ghosts and Spirits, Oh My!

Ok, so this isn't one of the two posts that I'm working on that I told you about in the last post. But I just have to tell you about this show that I am getting into. It's called "Supernatural," and I absolutely love it. I'm only about halfway through the first season, but Netflix has 7 out of the 8 whole seasons, and I intend to stream them all this summer.

The show itself is about these 2 brothers who drive across the country hunting evil entities, to protect innocent humans. So far, in season one, the continuing storyline consists of the brothers searching for their father, who disappeared 3 weeks prior to the commencement of their "road trip," and is looking for the demon thing that killed his wife/their mother. I say so far because I know from Tumblr posts that the storyline changes. But so far, the show is so addicting. It's like a different horror movie every episode, and normally, I hate horror movies, but for some reason, I keep coming back for more. And for some other reason, I'm perfectly ok with that. 

Progress in Progress

Currently, I am preparing two separate posts, but am much too tired to create anything worth publishing at the moment. So instead, I'm going to quickly present to you the new music video for the song "Boomerang" by The Summer Set. It. Is. Wonderful. :) Enjoy. ;)

Netflix is My Hero

Now that we've got the rescindance review out of the way, we can move on to an actual review. (I swear, this blog is not going to be purely reviews, but sometimes it will be so just bear with me.) Today, while searching through Netflix again, (thank God for instant streaming,) I found a movie that I'd seen at the library on DVD plenty of times but never cared to watch. It's called "Dakota Skye." It's about this girl, named Dakota Skye, from Scottsdale, Arizona, who knows the truth behind everything everyone says, and is kind of bitchy and cynical as a result because she realizes that nearly everyone she knows is a liar, even if they don't know it themselves. She has a boyfriend she tolerates and a best friend that is only her best friend because they've known each other for "the better part of 12 years" and no real academic desire. She is tired of being pressured to figure out her life at 17 years old. Then one day, her boyfriend's old best friend comes to visit from New York, and she is surprised to see that he doesn't lie. It's both refreshing for her and confusing. She quickly comes to like him and is more attracted to him than her boyfriend. I won't give away so much of the ending like I did with "Dare," because while both of these are worth seeing, this one is more evidently worth seeing. ;) Both are rated R though, so if you have either a problem with foul language, however humorous, or teenage sexuality, than you probably shouldn't watch either of these. But you're totally missing out on some real cinematic genius. Just so you know. ;) (P.S.- This movie has an excellent soundtrack, despite the intolerable boyfriend's band.)

"Predictable doesn't always mean boring, lust doesn't always mean love, near doesn't always mean close. New doesn't always mean exciting, different doesn't always mean better, far doesn't always mean distant."

I TAKE IT BACK!

Remember what I said about the movie "Dare"? Well, I take it all back! After I watched it this past weekend, I couldn't stop thinking about it every day since then. Before, I totally didn't understand the point of the movie. I knew it was supposed to be about the coming-of-age of three teenagers, but it just came off as incomprehensible to me. But then, I read online reviews of it and I began to look at in a new light. Then today, I finally re-watched it and had a whole new appreciation for it. Only really good movies stick with you the way this one did. I guess I was being ignorant of the underlying story when I reviewed it before. I've come to understand that it really is a coming of age story, still centered around Johnny, but it's bigger than that. The acting really was phenomenal and they conveyed brilliantly the sense of despair in trying to figure out yourself and what you're going to do with the rest of your life and who you're going to be. Johnny's story was really about more than just a rich kid with emotionally detached parents. He suffers from panic attacks because he really has no one around that truly loves him, and that's all he's wanted for a really long time. He jumps at the chance that Alexa might actually start to love him, and when Ben takes a liking to him, he feels euphoric, and more happy and complete than he can ever remember feeling. No matter what happens throughout the movie, I've gathered that the entire plot line is centered around the adolescent quest to find someone in this world that will love us, and the willingness to be hurt in the process. Like I said before, the more I watch this movie and the more I think about it, the more I like it. I might actually be starting to love it. I think it's just because I finally think I understand it, but still. I don't mind it anymore. :) (It doesn't hurt that Zach Gilford gets cuter and cuter the more I watch this movie.) ;)

Time for a Sick Day ;)

I just finished watching the movie "Ferris Beuller's Day Off" and I have to say, it is definitely one of my favorite movies. John Hughes, the director, is my idol. How does one person create such masterpieces such as this, and "Sixteen Candles," and, of course, "The Breakfast Club"? However he did it, I'm glad he did.

This movie in particular is quite amazing. I can just imagine the kind of chaos it caused when it came out in the 80's. I know if it came out now, kids would DEFINITELY try to pull it off themselves. I know I would, if I were that gutsy. Anyway, I definitely recommend this movie to every student who's desperately needed a mental health day. ;)

Time to Go... To Bed...

Alright, I think I've bored you enough today, I'll just leave you with these wonderful GIFs as  parting gifts. (Haha that's like the same word!) (Btw, the last two are my favorite.) ;)

Speaking of Summer...

Clearly, I've spent waayyyy too much time on the Internet today, because I have yet another thing to tell you about that I found via the interwebs. It's a band called The Summer Set. I've liked them ever since I heard their songs "Punch Drunk Love" and "Chelsea" on Pandora maybe 2 years ago. They've released 2 albums since that first one I heard, ("Love Like This",) and each one was better than the last. Their most recent album, "Legendary" is amazing, in its entirety. I absolutely adore every single song, and that rarely happens. I think the last album in which I loved every single song was "Electra Heart" by Marina and the Diamonds. Those kinds of albums, along with those kinds of artists, are a dime a dozen.



"Legendary" is packed with catchy rhythms, poetic lyrics that are constantly stuck in my head, (I had the chorus of "Boomerang" on replay in my head for days,) and overall, it's an album that shows the utter growth of a band that truly loves and cares for what they do.

Not only do they care for and put immense effort into the music they make, they also truly care about their fans. So much so, in fact, that they started a program called Half Moon Kids. Half Moon Kids is a program in which The Summer Set help kids "follow their dreams, overcome their fears, and be the best version of themselves they can be." Basically, the band seeks out kids and empowers them, gives them confidence, and provides amazing opportunities. I feel like, for a band to take that kind of time and show their fans that they can meet their goals or overcome their fears, is such a great display of a group of people that really want to give back to their fans in ways that no one has ever done before. By doing this, they've deepened my respect for them not just as a band, but as really good people in general. Because of this, I will be a fan of The Summer Set for a very, very long time. :)

Makes Me Cry Every Time

I was just browsing through YouTube and I started watching clips from this past season of The X-Factor USA (which I loved, btw.) I found the tribute video they did on one of the final episodes of the season for the Sandy Hook victims. I remember watching it when it aired on TV and how my mother started to cry watching it. I didn't really understand why, though I knew it was sad and that the whole event in itself was a tragedy. But after a while of letting the whole event at Sandy Hook sink it, it now makes me cry every time I think about all of the little kids and innocent teachers that will never experience things as simple as the sun after a rainstorm, or bad reality TV, ever again. So I rewatched the clip of the tribute and it made me cry. Honest-to-goodness, I cried. My throat was all choked up and my vision was blurry, but I watched the entire thing through, and now I want to share it with you. Because even though the shooting and this episode happened back in December, I think it's important that we never forget what happened, and we should never let the memories of those people fade, or something like that could happen again.

Aren't Movies Supposed to Have Endings?

Yesterday, I was on Netflix (as per usual,) and I found a movie that looked kind of interesting. It was called "Dare." The movie is based around 3 teenagers, Alexa, Ben, and Johnny, who are seniors in high school. Alexa is a smart, well-mannered, well-behaved girl who, instead of wanting to be a doctor or lawyer as people expect, wants to be an actress. She is told that she is too sheltered and hasn't had any pain or heartbreak in her life to draw from that can make any of her performances believable. Ben is Alexa's best friend, and she is his only friend. He is shy and dorky, and becomes jealous when Alexa starts becoming popular, and spending more and more time with Johnny, (who is her costar in the school play). Johnny is the most popular guy in their school, but he is unstable, detached, and depressed. He has "sexual relations" with both Alexa and Ben (who turns out to be very gay,) and they all become a weird set of friends. Johnny hooks up with them to feel closer to people, because he realizes that he doesn't have any actual friends that know him, and his dad and step-mom couldn't care less about him, while Alexa and Ben are just thrilled to have someone want them in that way, especially someone as popular as Johnny. They care for Johnny, but not in the way he believes they do. The movie ends with Johnny disappearing for months after an incident at a party, and Alexa eventually sees him again outside of a restaurant.

Overall, this movie was kind of a flop for me. I've been thinking about it since I watched it, and I've figured out that it's supposed to be hugely metaphorical and deep, and I get it. But I just feel like it had no real plot line. The movie is centered around Johnny, but it's hard to gauge that from the way it's set up. The exposition sets you up to believe the movie will be about Alexa becoming a bad girl to get the guy and her best friend is jealous of the time he's missing out on with her, and in a way, it is about that. But it's more about what's wrong with Johnny and the void in his mind and heart. The actors were pretty good, but the entire movie felt awkward and the plot totally bombed. I'd give this movie a 2.5 out of 5, possibly a 3 if you're looking for a teen movie that makes you think (really, really hard.)

Here's the trailer:

Bucket List for the Ages

So, right now I'm listening to the song "Vegas" by Sara Bareilles and it's reminding me of my bucket list, and all the things I want to do with my life. And I'm not just talking about typical stuff like graduating high school, going to college, getting married, and having kids. Those things are important, and sure, I want to do them. But by no means are they extraordinary things to accomplish, at least in this day and age.

I want to do things that scare me, that make me think, and wonder. Emma Watson once said, "Sometimes, we need to be amazed." And I completely believe her. 

Because I intend to use this blog a lot more than I used my other blogs, I want a record of my bucket list that I can refer back to and tell you all about as I do these things. I want to accomplish things and go places, and I want to look back on my life when I'm a grandmother and be able to tell my children and grandchildren that life is about making the most of all the scary, amazing moments, and that I'm proud to say that I made the absolute most of my life. 

So anyway, here's my bucket list.

   Witness the Aurora Borealis (Northern Lights)

   Ride the London Eye

   See a whale shark in real life

   Visit the Hagia Sophia

   Take a picture every day of my first pregnancy to track growth

   Bike through Times Square at midnight

   Walk Hollywood Boulevard ("Star Sidewalk")

   Participate in a Color Run

   Shake hands with a famous person (preferably President Obama, or John/Hank Green)

   Write and Publish at least one book, even if it sucks

   Kiss in the rain

   Visit a Native American campsite

   See a Broadway musical

   Ride an elephant

   Go to the Sundance Film Festival

   Go to Coachella

   Ride to the top of the Eiffel Tower

   Try on a Vera Wang wedding gown

   Visit Saint Basil's Cathedral in Moscow's Red Square